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What have we done? by FreshFail, literature

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What have we done?

Where have we gone? We, who used to have faith in each other, beliefs and resistance through the horrors of our past. We, who gained trust as we broke the chains to freedom with out bare hands. We, who lived each day as if it was out first, with curiosity, patience and joy. And we, who spent each night as if it was our last, embracing each other, clinging to the warmth and love. Are we lost? Lost in the dark abyss of eternity, tormented with the absence of anything. Did we do this to ourselves? What have we done? We, who lost our dignity in the night of trust, when we struggled and fought for our time. We, who lost or sanity while we

Show me life by FreshFail, literature

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Show me life

Okay, so I have lost a few, but I learned to walk, I learned to talk, and no one knows what I've been through, fragments, maybe, but not it all. I used to fight for what I want, I used to scratch, I used to bite, but all I ever met was taunt, and soon was begging on my knees. The stories that we all have learned the "smile and laugh, and you'll be fine" they let me down, they watched me turn against the world, against the "real". So tell me that it's worth the while, that somewhere there is life, 'cause walking down this endless mile will always end in death. Tell me that I've walked enough, show me in, let me sleep. Tell me

Escape by FreshFail, literature

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Escape

He can't see me. Why can't he see me? All he sees is her. Them. They are better than me… stronger than me… have always been, and will always be… I can't live up to their expectations… They want me to fight, to stand up and live. But I have tried. And I have failed. And I have ended up in an endless circle of failure. I wish he could see me… Love me the way I love him. But all he sees is her. And I can't be her. We are too different. And so very much alike… I don't understand why they can't see the difference… I need him… He makes me feel, makes me live, enjoy. He breathes life into this body that isn't

Countdown by FreshFail, literature

I am superior by FreshFail, literature

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I am superior

They tell me that the world I see is wrong. I tell them that the world they see is wrong. What I see is what I have, and what I have is reality. For years and years this has been what I believe in, and now they come here, trying to convince me that all I have is a surrealistic image of what I want it to be. I don't believe them. They are just images of hatred, disappointment, fear; they are just trying to pull me down with them. For they cannot live without me, but they cannot live with me. I am superior. All I see is their pathetic existence. Clinging to what they believe is right. It's not right. They are all wrong. They won't listen to me

Can I let go by FreshFail, literature

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Can I let go

Can I let go of this pain, will you allow me to drain all the broken tears I have spilled. Can I let go of me, will you allow me to be the one to explain that I'm lost. If you have anything to say then tell me now, 'cause there is much to be done before my time. Am I not good enough for you? Is there nothing I can do? I'll be here, 'till you leave. Can you show me my heart, the last, broken part that I lost in the ocean of greed. Can you show me the lost, all the things that we cost when we cast away our love. If you have anything to say then tell me now, 'cause there is much to be done before my time. Am I not goo

Never Lost by FreshFail, literature

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Never Lost

Hush, don't let him come close. He can hear us, feel us, touch us. Be quiet, my dear, and lie down. We can't lose now. We are never alone, we have fought and fallen, but now we have won; his destiny has spoken. Hush, can you hear him? He seeks us, waits us, finds us. Be quiet, my dear, and lie down. We can't lose now. Listen to me, love, we know what awaits. We are lost, I know that he longs. Hush, I can feel him. Breath us, drink us, devour us. Be quiet, my dear, and lie down. We can't lose now. Hold me tight, live with my shadow, you are my last, we are never safe. Hush, don't let him take this too, He burns of anger, he stole our mem

Aldri tapt by FreshFail, literature

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Aldri tapt

Hysj, ikke la ham komme nær. Han kan høre oss, føle oss, kjenne oss. Vær stille, min kjære, og legg deg ned. Vi kan ikke tape nå. Vi er aldri alene, vi har kjempet og falt, men nå har vi vunnet; hans skjebne har talt. Hysj, kan du høre ham? Han søker oss, venter oss, finner oss. Vær stille, min kjære, og legg deg ned. Vi kan ikke tape nå Hør på meg, kjære, vi vet hva som venter, vi er fortapte, jeg vet at han lengter. Hysj, jeg kan føle ham. Puster oss, drikker oss, fortærer oss. Vær stille, min kjære, og legg deg ned. Vi kan ikke tape nå.

Find me by FreshFail, literature

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Find me

Can you see me? The path in front of you. The one with desires you thought you'd lost. I'm here. Right between your sanity and madness. Where you'd never look. Can you hear me? The voice in your head. The one who cries for you to come back. I'm here. Right where you can't hear unless you chose to listen. Where you'll never think of. Can you feel me? The touch you never felt. The one who breaths life into the dead you've become. I'm here. Hidden deep into the mirror. Where you'll never feel. I am what you lost from yourself. The cold, the heat. The love, the hate. Without her, you are nothing, and when you lost her, you lost yourself. You l

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

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Deviant for 13 years
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Favourite Visual Artist

Becken and Santaphrax from dA.

Favourite Movies

The Orphanage, 1408, and some other...

Favourite TV Shows

Idk...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

HIM, Sonata Arctica, Muse, Evanescence and some more...

Favourite Books

Narnia. The Labyrinth.

Favourite Writers

C.S Lewis, Kate Mosse...

Favourite Games

Zelda <3

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo 64, GameCube, Wii, Ps3.

Tools of the Trade

._. Idk, a pencil and a notebook? x3

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FreshFail

Jul 9, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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Yussyuss. xD 1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds. 2. Tell you a color you remind me of. 3. Tell you my first memory of you. 4. Tell you what movie, TV, or video game character you remind me of. 5. Ask you a question, and you must answer. 6. Tell you something I like about you. 7. Give you a nickname. 8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me. 9. Tell you what I like most about your art 10. Dare you to post this in your journal

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FreshFail

Feb 4, 2011

I stole it from Becken

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Step 1: Put your music player on random. Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. Step 3: Have people guess what songs they are. Step 4: Bold Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating. Hooray ^^ You won't understand a shit... D: 1. We keep wishing for some little break, a day on the bright side, a bargain with faith. (Erlend Bratland) 2. Don't wanna be an american idiot. (Green Day) 3. Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me. (The Cranberries) 4. How long, how long, will I slide. (Red H

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FreshFail

Nov 27, 2010

MEMEMEM

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Hihihi. I feel like a kleptomaniac today D: I stole Becken95 (https://www.deviantart.com/becken95)s meme : D 001. Real name: Guess twice ^^ If you guess wrong... I'll sit on you <3 002. Nickname[s]: Trønder. (Becken said...) griseknoen... Gillelull. "Litj knort'n" and so on... 003. Zodiac sign: Scorpion 004. Male or female: Female : D I can has breasts ^^ 005. Elementary: Was shit 006. Middle school: Is shit. 007. High school: Will probably be shit.. 008. Hair color: purple-red-ish... 009. Long or short: Longer than short, but not long... xD 010. Loud or quiet: Hmm... I'm not quite sure... Becken says loud... xd 011. Sweats or jeans: None... Or, well, I ha